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Wednesday AM

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Yay for it being halfway through the week already LOL! Honestly, work yesterday wasn’t too bad and I actually went to the gym after work like I said I would! Look at me keeping a promise to myself! Now I’d just love to stay relatively consistent, so that’s a goal for this month (and really the rest of the year).

Also I got a new Braztie last night!! My husband loves his video games, our friends love their Pokémon cards, and me… I love Braziez!! They are different editions of Bratz babies in blind boxes and it’s currently my obsession. I was never into the Labubu’s, but considering I had quite the Bratz collection as a child, I am OBSESSED with these Bratzies!

Today, if the weather is okay, I am going to run a couple errands on my lunch break before stopping for the groceries on my way home! It’ll be nice to have all that done today so tomorrow I can focus on baking my Amish friendship bread after work! It’ll be my first time making that too and wow is it a process- I’ve been mashing a bag for 9 days now LOL!

I’ve decided today is going to be a great day, and I hope that today is great for everyone else as well!

Happy Friday

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It’s finally Friday!! Better yet- we have a long weekend! I’m excited to see friends, but also to relax and recharge after this work week. I haven’t written on here in a while, but I recently asked for a raise at work and was basically told I am capped: “maybe not forever, but for now.”

I won’t lie, it was kind of a slap in the face considering how much extra work I had taken one since my last raise in January of 2025 (ahem- almost 2 years ago). However, this just means it’s time to pivot! Now I know I won’t get anymore money here or have any room to grow, so it’s up to me to either settle, or find more.

This morning I’ve already seen 444, 555 and 1111. Yesterday I kept seeing 333 EVERYWHERE- I just know I can trust that all is working out and my angels are supporting me. Of course that doesn’t mean I can just lay around and do nothing- I have to be intentional with my time and effort, which I deserve to give that to myself!

I hope everyone has a wonderful Friday and relaxing weekend, and I hope you get all the signs you are looking for!

Thursday Night Thoughts

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I want to get back into blogging again. I recently watched Smile 2 and was so impressed by the fact that it was better than the first one! I remember after I watched the first Smile movie I wanted to start writing about horror movies and the psychological messages and themes that all seem to come about in these films.

A creative thought that I never put effort into- something I tend to do quite often. I want to get better at that: putting effort towards the things I say I want. Things like going to the gym, writing in my blog, and working on my podcast- I deserve to spend time and effort on myself, and I deserve to keep promises I make to myself.

I know I always feel more emotional and upset about these things when it’s my time of the month, but in general I know that I am in control of how I spend my time, and I am going to be more mindful of that as we enter the colder months of the year. Since it is that time of the month, I am absolutely exhausted.

On that note, I’m signing off for the evening. I’ll be back soon ♡

Maybe This Is What Life Is About

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Maybe life really is about making your 8-year-old self happy. Doing things just to do them; not for profit, not for views- just doing the things that you want to do for YOU.

Maybe life is about seeking out the beauty in all the things we deem to be “imperfect.” Seeing and appreciating what makes everything so special and unique in this world.

Maybe life is about finding what truly lights up your soul and pouring into yourself whenever you can. Filling your own cup up so full that it starts spilling love and light onto others who come across your path.

Maybe life is about noticing and being grateful for the abundance of blessings that surround you everyday. Basking in the happiness that you’ve created for yourself, and recognizing how much of your life is answered prayers.

Maybe life is having faith that no matter how hard life may get, we are more than capable of making it through. Recognizing how much you have overcome in this lifetime, and appreciating the person you have become along the way.

Maybe life is about slowing down and being present to the love that is within you, and all around you. Maybe this is what life is about.

Sunday Vibes

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My husband is out shooting Air-soft with his friends, so I am taking a much needed “me day” at home! This morning I did some declutterring and then I made myself some breakfast. Later on I decided to go out and grab myself an iced coffee and now I’m home reading my new book that I won from @thecosmicrx on Instagram!

The new moon technically peaks tomorrow, but I’m feeling that calm reset kicking in now, and I am excited to see what these next couple of months look like! The more I lean into being present and taking life day by day, the easier it is to feel fulfilled and happy. I am so grateful for today and this life.

The First Week of June

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It’s been a week of June, and summer vibes have officially arrived. I have been feeling so happy lately; seeing my favorite people, doing my favorite things- June feels like a refreshing, whimsical month already! I’m feeling grateful for all of the wonderful people in my life, and how many joyous moments are awaiting me this month. Here are some photos from the first week of June!

hanging outside with my bestie!
the rays looked way more magical in person
loving seeing angel numbers
work vibes

Hello June

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Happy June!!! It’s the first of the month, we just had a Blue Moon yesterday, and things just feel like they’re shifting into a positive timeline!

I had such a great May, and this has me super excited for this month!! It’s amazing how different my mood is when we have constant warm weather and sunshine! I’ve been feeling more motivated to hang out with friends and just get outside!

My husband and I just signed up for a new gym as well which has both indoor and outdoor pools which is super exciting! We’re hoping to go this evening when it’s a little quieter and we can get comfortable with the layout!

This summer is all about fun, friendships and nature for me! I am excited to focus on all the good and just enjoy the summer!

Here’s to wishing everyone a happy, abundant summer!!