Early Sunday AM

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I accidentally woke up to my husband’s alarm this morning, so I ended up giving my cat her insulin 40 minutes late. Luckily it really doesn’t matter that much, and I’m blessed that my husband still hasn’t turned off that pesky 6:40am Sunday alarm! Now I’m going to try to go back to sleep, however our cat Deacon has the “zoomies” and keeps doing this loud ass meow in our bathroom.

I have now closed the bathroom door to keep him out and he is now doing little half meows by the bedroom door. Mind you, he is in our room, so he can just come over here to the bed and cuddle, but he’d rather do whatever tf this is.

Yesterday I had a great time at my friend’s bridal shower! We had Olive Garden, espresso martini’s and tons of laughs! Her friends are all super easy to talk to and get along with, just like her! It’s gonna be so great going to her wedding and having fun with everyone there!

Today shall be a chill day with my husband. We’re gonna grab some breakfast this morning and possibly rearrange a couple rooms in the house. If not today, we can at least envision it! I would love to make some juice for the week and ideally some egg bites too, so we will see!

For now, I’m gonna put my phone back down and try to get a couple more hours of sleep. Usually if I fall back asleep after being up like this, I end up having some vivid dreams, so we will see what happens! I’m now remembering I had kind of a scary dream that I was able to wake myself up from last night. Weird.

Friday the 13th- AGAIN!

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Wooooo happy Friday the 13th! Crazy to think that 6 years ago we had a Friday the 13th in March as well, and then had the Covid pandemic start… good times.

I’m gonna assume this means we are fixing the timeline of chaos that just ensued over the last 6 years, and we’re moving out of this onto something better.

This whole year (lol we’re only 2.5 months in) has felt like a mass awakening, and I can only imagine that we all chose to be here during this time. We all have purpose here, even if it’s not exactly clear yet, but the more can get grounded, listen to our intuition and act on it, I feel the more aligned society will become.

Love is always the answer.

Thursday

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Noooooo I totally forgot to write in here yesterday!! Welp, that streak is over- time to start fresh! Yesterday I ended up having a 3+ hour conversation with my mom on the phone after work (my dad chimed in here and there) but it went all over the place and kinda didn’t end well. I mean they’re my parents and we are fine, it’s just some general disagreements and we don’t have the same views on things.

I let the conversation go on for too long yesterday and fed into it too much, and it made me feel all discombobulated and chaotic afterwards, so I just need to keep that in mind and pay attention to my own energy and nervous system. I am allowed to stop feeding into any conversation at any time and I am allowed to set my boundaries.

Tuesday

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Why was today so wild? Work felt chaotic, I’m exhausted- but not as exhausted as my husband who is currently napping LOL! Despite my lack of energy, I currently have egg bites in the oven and laundry in the dryer! So yay me! Now if only I would only get on my walking pad… we will see.

Monday AM

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I definitely am not loving how dark it is in the morning now that we just had Daylight Savings, but it will be nice that it will be lighter out later. This weekend was nice and chill, mainly just hung around the house with my husband- he hasn’t been feeling 100% since I was sick, so I’m hoping he wakes up feeling much better today. Let’s make today a great Monday!

International Women’s Day

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Happy International Women’s Day!!

I love being a woman, and being surrounded by supportive women in my life. I’m blessed to have so many strong, loving women friends in my life, as well as family members. Today is a day to celebrate our womanhood and one another! Sending love to all the women today and always!

Saturday AM Thoughts: Matriarchy Edition

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I saw this post on Instagram about how the matriarchy is rising, and that some men will be scared of this. Within that post was a reference to how some men think that when women talk about the matriarchy, that they think women want to “rule over men.” This is not the case.

I honestly believe that thought is rooted both in ignorance, and fear. Ignorance makes sense, because none of us have been alive to see the matriarchy rise; we’re all used to this current system, which we can very blatantly see does not protect women or children. The fear, I think, comes from recognizing that almost every woman they know has been harassed or abused by a man in sometime in their life, so some men probably assume women want to seek revenge on men.

That fear is not completely wrong to have, as I’m sure there are tons of women who would love to bring back the witch trials and reverse the roles. I’m not going to lie, if there is evidence of people doing satanic rituals that include raping and eating children, I don’t see why the death penalty wouldn’t at least be on the table. However, most of us know on a soul level that it will not help to continue to burn people, but the constant covering up and protection of these horrific crimes against humanity can no longer continue- this is where the matriarchy comes in.

When I think of the matriarchy, there is no “ruling over” anyone- it’s all about community.
Think back to the caveman days: the women were always in community with each other and the children, while men would go and hunt and gather. Women focused on keeping each other and the children safe, and the men used their skills to bring food and supplies back to their families. This is a balance. The matriarchy needs men as well, and it is in our roots to help one another and work as a team. The matriarchy is about protecting children, recognizing how important it is to raise caring, empathetic humans for this world.

The matriarchy rising is not supposed to be a war between men and women, it’s the reuniting. It’s recognizing that we are meant to be a team. It’s holding each other accountable and taking responsibility for our actions. We as humans are meant to protect, help, and love one another, while also protecting and raising the generations to come. The matriarchy is not rooted in power, it’s rooted in love.

3/5

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Gotta keep my blogging streak up for my own sanity, but I’m not feeling like writing much, so here is a photo from this morning while I was waiting for my iced coffee before work! Now back to Crime Junkie & laundry for me!