I have this itch to start doing something new, like youtube or streaming. My boyfriend and I have talked about doing a podcast type thing together or a reaction video channel, but I think I have a fear of both failure and even success. It would suck to put a bunch of time and effort into something for it to flop or not be fun, but it would also be insane if it took off for some reason and then you have to keep up with that.
I’ve always wanted to do things to help people deal with their mental health, but I also feel like I am not in a position to help people when I’m still learning how to help myself. Humor and making people laugh can also help those give a relief of pain for a while, so maybe we should just start with reaction videos.
Another thing is I’ve always enjoyed singing, but not many people have heard me sing. I have thought about singing and posting that too, but also I’m hesitant. A part of me wants to re-download tik tok because simple one minute or less videos sounds much easier and quicker, but I also feel like I will waste a bunch of time scrolling.
I don’t know I just feel motivated, but also not because I’m clearly not focused and don’t know exactly what I want to do. I just need to do something!
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I get that… i always wanted a YouTube channel but then when i really think about I’d have to have thicker skin for the trolls or probably even constructive criticism so it stops me before i start. I hope you find what you want to do and are successful or if not that’s cool too 😎
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I feel that! I have definitely worked on having thicker skin & I feel like I can handle that and/or just not read comments, but I’ve heard it gets really brutal. And thank you! I’ll keep the blog updated!