I absolutely love love, so naturally today is a wonderful day! Tbh I’m not a huge participant in the hallmark holiday, however I can’t sit and be against it when I have so much love in my life. I am so blessed to have a great husband, and I am also blessed to have supportive, loving friendships in my life. I will always root for love and truly believe everyone deserves a special, safe love in their life.
We have a winter storm advisory in our area today that starts soon and I have to head into work. I always get anxious when it comes to snow and bad weather, mainly because it is beyond my control and I get scared of accidents- but I have to remind myself that I have been driving in the midwest weather for over a decade and have survived this many years.
I have to hand over my worries to the universe and trust in myself and my car that I will get to my destinations safely. I am a good driver, and I also am surrounded by my angels at all times- I will be okay. I trust that all is well and all will be fine. Thank you, Universe, for all of your support and protection.
You are only in control of yourself and your mindset- so why not give yourself a beautiful life? Put that magic bubble around you and repeat after me:
I am in my grateful, abundant energy and no one can take that away from me. Any negative thoughts or energy sent my way will not touch me, but instead it will vanish into thin air, releasing only love. I am thankful for this life and I choose happiness.
Now visualize a large, iridescent bubble all around you. All inside is sunshine, warmth and a feeling of peace. May you be able to access that feeling whenever you need to.
Today is a sunny, relaxing day. I just spend some time writing up from “Galentine’s” cards that I’ll be mailing out to some of my friends tomorrow. I wanted to spread some extra love this year, especially to friends in far places or who I haven’t seen in a while!
I also have been feeling a lot better mentally and physically, and I finally saw an ENT who recommended that I get my tonsils removed! I have been dealing with issues for years and I am finally just going to have them completely removed and although the recovery won’t be fun, the long term result will be so worth it.
I am excited that I am feeling better and more hopeful again. I’ve found turning to my angels always is the answer, and there are times when I forget that. When I am intentional with my thoughts, I can feel the difference. Sending positive vibes to everyone this lovely Sunday!
Yesterday I posted how I was giving up my worries about my health to the universe, and yesterday the universe helped me out. I had an appointment scheduled for a consult with an ENT out in mid March since that was the first opening, and yesterday I called the office to see if I could get on a cancellation list and she told me they had a cancellation for tomorrow (aka TODAY)! So I get to meet with the specialist sooner rather than later, which is already helping to ease my concerns.
I can’t help but feel grateful and feel a bit more hopeful, and it’s a good reminder for me to continue to lean into faith over fear.
I have been a bit overwhelmed with not feeling 100% and not getting answers from my doctor, but worrying and stressing about it is not helpful for my mental or physical health. I am giving this worries over to the universe, and I will trust that answers will come with time. I will continue to be observant and be an advocate for myself, but I do not need to constantly obsess over symptoms and possible diagnoses. I am happy that I get to see my therapist tomorrow (well I’ll probably do a phone call/telehealth) so I can have some guidance during this time.
It’s 8:10am as I start this, and yesterday I was in bed at 6:15pm ready to sleep. I was not feeling 100% yesterday, I even threw up in the morning and took an afternoon nap. My husband had the stomach flu on Friday morning, so it makes sense that I would get it as well.
This morning I’m feeling good, just tired. You know how when you get too much sleep you just feel groggy? Yeah, well that is me currently. Technically we have family dinner at my husband’s parents’ house today, but google says that you can be for contagious days after you have the stomach flu. So I’m not sure that it’s the best idea to go.
Today I need to make our lunches for the week, and I also really want to use my juicer again to make some green juice and some lemon ginger shots. I wasn’t feeling great for the last half of last month either so I’ve been slacking on my health a little bit. I also want to get back to working out at least a few days a week, but not sure I’m exactly up for that today- I can at least do some stretching though.
Even though my February started off with me throwing up and still not feeling great, I still have hope that this month will be a good one. I’m not giving up on February yet… I mean, it’s only day two. Instead I am leaning into the affirmation I received in my inbox this morning from Moon Omens: