
Friday Gratitude
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When you think of the word “successful,” who’s the first person that comes to mind and why?
When I think āsuccessfulā I think of Mel Robbins, because:
1. She is a best selling author
2. She has a popular podcast
3. She is AUTHENTIC
I love listening to Mel, because she just comes off as such a real human being! She is constantly writing and recording while also being a wife, as well as a mother to three adult children. She tells it like it is and with her interviews, it seems like she has access to all of these very smart, successful people. I love that she didnāt start her podcast until she was 54, and she completely blew the game out of the water. Sheās definitely someone I admire and Iād love to meet one day.

The way we speak to ourselves really matters.
Youāre not supposed to be liked by everyone, and if youāre being authentic, you wonāt be liked by everyone.
Adults can handle their own discomfort and disappointment, itās not your job to make everyone else happy.
Shaming and blaming yourself will never bring the results you want.
Life will always have chaos, weāre meant to prioritize joy.
Fear sells. Fear controls. In a world of fear- have faith.

Life has been a little hectic lately dealing with sick cats. We brought our diabetic cat to the vet to stay all day for her glucose curve, and they ended up finding a tapeworm in her stool. They told us that they come from fleas or eating mice which is even more confusing because our cats show no signs of fleas, and the one time she caught a mouse (8 years ago) she definitely brought it to me like most cats do.
She then of course didnāt feel well due to stress from vet and now taking dewormer, but we also had to stop her insulin as well. Now my other cats started throwing up this week, one of which had diarrhea, so we had to drop off stool samples from my other cats off at the vet this week and was supposed to get a call yesterday but the vet was in surgery so she didnāt call. Today we should get the results and if the other cats have worms, then we also need to treat them.
Part of me is scared we are overdosing our cat with insulin, even though the vet says we arenāt even at max dose yet, but I swear sheās been like deteriorating since her diagnosis in May. She has arthritis, which makes sense because she was holding lots of extra weight for a while, but just seeing her walk so slow and not wanting to be walking around for more than a few steps is hurting my heart.
Weāre gonna have to bring her for a second opinion about the diabetes and dosage too. I just want to see if maybe there are other, more natural routes for her. Sheās about to be 10 so I know sheās a senior kitty now, but Iāve had cats who lived to be 17 and Iād love to see our Mushu get there.
Itās hard having all of our babies not feel well- luckily the other two have stopped puking/having diarrhea so hopefully that stays like that. Of course, if their stool does have worms, then we will have to deworm. We will see what the vet says today and hopefully weāre on the upswing from here!
I messed up my streak! Oh well, guess today is day one again! I had a fun weekend, so it was definitely worth missing a blogging day. Yesterday I took my mom to the Bears Vs. Cowboys game!! She loves the Cowboys, so that was kind of a bummer that the Bears suddenly figured out how to play football yesterday, but either way the experience was awesome!
On Saturday my husband and I went to a local Oktoberfest and met up with my friend for her birthday! It was so fun being a little kid again riding all the rides and just enjoying the atmosphere! I feel very blessed to be living this life, and the fact that I can be present to the love around me is also a blessing in and of itself. Being someone who has been chronically anxious, itās nice to be able to feel joy in the present moment.

We had to drop off our diabetic cat at the vet this morning for her glucose curve test. Basically they will give her food and her insulin and check her blood sugar multiple times thought the day to see what is going on. Iām really hoping we get some answers from that.
I was going to go into work late today, but I ended up just staying home. I donāt know if itās the PMS or stress (or both), but Iāve just been having on and off nausea and really was not feeling up for the day. Iām glad I get some time to rest as I also have a busy weekend ahead.
Tomorrow is my high school BFFās birthday and weāre going to a local Oktoberfest, which should be fun! Then Sunday I am taking my mom to the Bears vs. Cowboys game! She absolutely loves the cowboys and has never been to an NFL game, so I feel very lucky that I am able to take her. Today Iām just gonna keep resting and eliminating stress to conserve my energy for this weekend.
Itās Monday! Iām tired, but grateful for this job and this week. My husband and I were supposed to get tattoos this weekend, but our tattoo artist had to reschedule due to having Covid. We ended up filling our weekend with other fun activities: we went and saw a movie, and we also went to the shooting range!
I definitely cried and basically had a whole panic attack before going to the range, but I mustered up the courage and I shot three different guns! I have also been having so much fun with my new iPad and making digital designs that on ProCreate! I finally feel like I have a hobby that itās hard to pull me away from, which is making me feel very excited!
I hope everyone has a great week ahead! Here are some recent designs Iāve made:




Beyond blessed to be alive and well, and there is so much to be grateful for today:
Feeling so blessed.
Good job.
Good friends.
Lovely husband.
Angels on my side.
Itās the weekend.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
