Happy Sunday / Gratitude Check

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This Sunday has been so relaxing and I have been soaking in the precious life that I live. My husband and I treated ourselves to some nice pedicures to celebrate his birthday early (he turns 30 on Wednesday)! We’ve been enjoying the cloudy day by taking it slow- soon we will be going to his parents’ home for family dinner. I just wanted to check in and list some of the things I have been grateful for recently:

-my respectful, loving husband

-our beautiful home that has everything we need

-fancy pedicures

-iced coffee

-our financial situation

-our jobs

-good music

-podcasts

-comfortable sweatpants/sweatshirts

-netflix

-genuinely supportive friends

-quality family time

Life will always present challenges, which is why it is important to take time to appreciate the good parts. Sending love and positive vibes to everyone this beautiful Sunday.

Talking To Myself: A Poem

My Poetry, poetry

Do you ever look back at old poems you wrote?

Wondering if you really did that on your own?

Do you admire your work and embrace it with awe?

Do you scroll on past it like you do on your phone?

When you read words you wrote in your teenage years

Does it feel so distant and far away?

Does it feel like you could feel that pain again?

Could you step back in that headspace today?

If you could then would you?

Just to see how it would feel?

To be able to pull yourself out of it

Now that you’re grown and healed?

Would you rescue your inner child?

Tell her that she is safe in your arms?

Would you tell her of all the good things

While shielding her from the world’s harms?

Would you tell her to keep writing?

Would you encourage her to follow her dreams?

Would you give her unconditional love?

Protect and care for her by any means?

Would you give that love to her freely,

Without expecting anything in return?

Would you be happy as she grew older?

Would you inspire her to learn?

You’d give your full heart to her,

Without any question or doubt.

So as you sit here as the grown inner child,

Thinking of something to write about,

You were able to answer your question.

Did you deserve the bad things that happened to you?

Are you responsible for unhealed people’s actions?

Are all of the things your parents said true?

No, no and no.

Your life may have been unfair,

But your life is now yours to live,

So please do so with care.

Please give yourself that same love and grace

That you’d give to your younger self.

Please allow yourself to accept love from others

While also focusing on your mental health.

Focus on the peace and blessings

Feel deeply into the joy and warmth life brings

As life is known to have challenges

But you’ll be able to handle these things

You have your intuition to guide you

As well as your angels and the divine;

You know deep down that no matter what,

Everything will be just fine.

Let go of that control,

Breathe into that inner peace;

Hand over your worries

So all tension can be released.

Lean into faith and self trust,

Relax your shoulders and jaw.

Allow yourself to embrace life;

Just sit back and admire in awe.

You didn’t come this far just to come this far,

Where you are in life is only beginning.

It will get better than you can even imagine,

Just lean into faith and stop over-thinking.

Prompt

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What’s something you believe everyone should know.

That the more we heal ourselves and are able to view ourselves with love and grace, the more we can see the world and others the same way. Hurt people hurt people, and we all deserve to heal and care about ourselves so we can give that same care to others.

A Kid At Heart

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What does it mean to be a kid at heart?

It means that you still believe there is magic in the world. It may not look like fairies and wizards, but it can be felt in the most precious moments. It’s recognizing that laughter really is the best medicine, and doing the things that bring true joy to your soul. Being a kid at heart just means you haven’t let the cruel parts of the world dim your light.

Monday Morning Blessings

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-Waking up in a warm bed next to the love of my life

-Having a reliable vehicle to get my to my job

-Having a job that I enjoy

-Being able to get ready for work and do all the things I need to do on my own

-Having good health

-Having access to clean water

-Having clean clothing to wear

There are so many things about this life to be grateful for, and it’s important to take time to recognize them.

Sunshine and Iced Coffee

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Happy Sunday!

The sun is shining and my iced coffee was extra satisfying this morning, so no complaints here. What you focus on expands, so keep that in mind today while you let your thoughts wander. May you find beauty and peace in the most unexpected places, and may you give yourself the same love and grace you give others. Sending love and positivity to everyone this Sunday. ♡

Wishes

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You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

When I think of genie wishes, I just remember that you have to be very careful with your wording and be specific as possible, as they take your words literally. With that being said, my three wishes would be as follows:

  1. I wish to live a long, healthy life with my husband where we both feel happy and fulfilled with each others love, and that we are able to have our own healthy children and create a loving family.
  2. I wish that no one had the desire, thought or ability to abuse any infant/child in any capacity (mentally, physically, sexually, emotionally).
  3. I wish for world peace in the sense that all humans recognize that we are indeed all humans who bleed red, and we no longer wish to harm and hate one another, but instead lean into curiosity and empathy to build a loving, peaceful world.

Saturday Morning

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Today is a gorgeous day and I am just so happy that I get to spend the day with my husband. I’m currently in the waiting room just to get some routine labs, and afterwards we’re planning to get breakfast and just have a relaxing day! We’re hoping to break into the Hogwarts Lego set that we were gifted for our wedding! We also are planning to get our thank you cards done this weekend as well.

Since gratitude always makes life so much better, I’m just going to list some of the things that I am feeling thankful for lately:

-the relationship I have with my husband

-my friendships

-our supportive family

-having a reliable vehicle (shoutout to the automatic start now that it’s in the 30s in the am)

-my health / mental health

-access to water and food

-our home

-mel robbins podcast

-qveen herby’s music

-dunkin iced coffee

-the photo app Lapse (it’s basically a digital disposable camera- see photos below)

I Remember

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What major historical events do you remember?

9/11/2001. I was 6 years old, sitting at the table at home working on my assignments (at the time I was home-schooled by my mom.) I remember her sitting in the living room listening to the radio and suddenly saying “what?!” and turning on the TV and seeing the second tower get hit. She was very visibly panicked and started making phone calls to family and friends. I don’t really remember a lot after that, whether I finished my assignments or not (I honestly probably did), but I will never forget that day.