Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?
Honestly, it is! Mainly because a year ago I knew I’d be married and calming back down from the busy year, and that’s exactly what’s going on. I’m just feeling so warm, even in this chilly weather.
I saw two different cars with license plates this morning that had “000.” I don’t often see that angel number, but I remember making a cute design for all angel numbers back when I was putting them on my Instagram, so I pulled up what I made:
“New opportunities and new connections.” I have been decluttering our home and letting go of old mindsets and habits – all of which is making room for the “new” to arrive. I am trusting in the universe and my angels and I am feeling grateful- thank you, thank you, thank you!
I decided to take December off of social media, so I deleted Instagram off of my phone. I already had Facebook deleted as I barely go on there, but I did go on once I had our wedding photos and that’s when I found myself back in a cycle of constantly checking on my posts.
Yesterday my phone widget told me that the full moon was arriving today, so I had decided to re-download Instagram for the purpose of going to a specific astrology Instagram page I follow (Sisters Village- I know I’ve mentioned them before) for the full moons tasks/prompts. Luckily it was easy to just go on and get off- literally I just logged in, got my screenshots of her page, and re-deleted the app.
Below is the checklist she posted for the full moon, and as you’ll see, I was already checking #2 off the list! I love when things like this happen, because it feels like a sign that I am in alignment. I’ve been trying to be very mindful and present these past few weeks, and I have been feeling good mentally, and I want to keep up with this especially during this winter season.
Ironically enough, when I went to screenshot her post, I had just finished cleaning the bathroom, which included decluttering the linen closet and getting rid of old towels. I recently had decluttered our kitchen and downstairs closet as well, and honestly it feels so good to just get rid of things that we don’t use. So now I just have to work on bullet points 3 and 4!
I did recently get to connect with my family in Iowa since I took a trip out there last weekend to see Wicked with my Grandma! I’ve been kind of connecting more with myself than with friends though, but it is purposeful for this short period of time. I take a while to recharge and get back in tune with myself, and since this entire year was so busy with friends and family with the whole wedding happening, I’m really enjoying this quiet time with just myself and my husband.
I do want to connect with friends soon, and I have plans these next couple weekends to have fun, creative times with friends, but until then I’m gonna enjoy this weekend of peace and reconnecting with myself during this full moon. Below are the prompts that also came from that Instagram page, incase anyone else wants to join in with this time of reconnecting. Sending love to everyone this Sunday!
What cities do you want to visit?
When I think of “cities” I think of very congested, dirty places. This could be because the big city in my state is Chicago, and I personally hate going there LOL. The traffic is horrible, it’s crowded as hell, it’s also sad to see all of the homeless people especially considering how windy and cold it gets.
When I think of places I want to visit, I’m looking for somewhere peaceful and serene. I’m always thinking more warm and tropical, like the Florida Keys or somewhere in Hawaii. I also tend to think about national parks like Yellowstone and the Grand Canyon, or even Hot Springs National Park- all of these sound way better than going to a big city full of people and traffic.
Tell us one thing you hope people say about you.
I hope people say that they can tell that I care deeply and that I am someone who they can be themselves around and not feel judged. I don’t focus much on what strangers think, but I do hope my friends and loved ones can feel my love and appreciation for them.
Excited for a calm weekend to relax and reset. We have no plans other than hanging out around the house and going on a breakfast date to our favorite place (aka where we got engaged). Im just thinking about how I will be able to get the house cleaned up and take time to myself; as an introvert, these are my favorite weekends.
Also it’s Friday the 13th which is one of my favorite days, as my husband’s lucky number is 13, and we have three black cats! For us, we have always considered it to be a lucky day- and I’m feeling this energy.
• 24 is 12+12 and today is 12-12-24. something about that feels right and makes my heart feel good.
• I feel so much lighter mentally being off of social media (been off since 12/1)
• Focusing on letting go and minding my own business- not everything needs to be analyzed
• Kindness goes a long way
• Sometimes we don’t understand because we aren’t meant to
Have you ever performed on stage or given a speech?
I have only performed on stage in an elementary school play, and I very clearly remembering only having one line LOL. I was never a theater kid or a performer really, as I tried to stay out of the spotlight. As far as speeches, those also only existed in my high school and community college career.
What are your favorite physical activities or exercises?
I always enjoy a nice walk through the park, especially on a warm, sunny day. I also enjoy rollerblading, and I prefer to do that at an actual rink. Other activities that came to mind that I haven’t done in a while include ice-skating and swimming.
What is something others do that sparks your admiration?
When others dedicate their time to making other people’s lives easier and more meaningful. When they offer research and resources to truly change someone’s life, without requiring a bunch of money or an online course (LOL but also seriously).
finding light in the dark 