If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?
If I had all of that money to give away, I would definitely want to help our families pay off any debts that are stressing them. With any leftover money it would be amazing if we could help local communities in poverty. I’d love to be able to provide somewhere for people to sleep/stay that can help them get cleaned up and have the confidence and resources to get back on their feet.
(post from my Instagram)
4:44 is the angel number that symbolizes protection. when we were planning our wedding, we never anticipated that a hurricane would form and hit Florida a few days prior to our arrival. we were incredibly lucky that hurricane Helene did not touch Pensacola Beach, and our wedding went on as planned. 🤍
after we spent time in Pensacola, we headed over to Orlando to enjoy our Harry Potter package we bought and we had the best time riding all the rides, buying Harry Potter gear, and just enjoying each others company as a husband and wife. a couple days after we arrived, we got word that hurricane Milton was now forming and also heading toward Florida. this caused initial panic considering we are not trying to be in the middle of this storm, but at the same time, I couldn’t help but thank the universe.
I say that because when we had originally planned this trip in April, we had booked to stay in Orlando until October 11. A few weeks after we booked it, we changed our minds and decided to cut off a couple days and rescheduled to come home today. I can’t help but feel like the divine stepped in with this plan, because the Orlando airport is shutting down tomorrow in anticipation of hurricane Milton, which means we would have been stuck in FL.
I have been on a healing journey for a while now, but within this last year I have been more dedicated to my faith in angels/source/the universe- and I can’t help but feel so blessed and protected by the divine. I always struggled with faith and letting go of control, but I have learned so much over this year, and truly in these past few weeks, that has only increased my faith in a higher power.
I feel incredibly blessed and lucky that my husband and I have landed safely back in our home town, and I feel so grateful for whatever is above that is watching over us. Thank you, thank you, thank you. 🤍✨
What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
A couple things popped in my head when I read this prompt:
My habits when I am feeling down/defeated vs. when I’m feeling happy/fulfilled.
When I start feeling worked up and bothered, actually sitting and going through how and why I feel that way.
How authentic I am with certain people and why I feel more comfortable with some people vs. others.
How certain foods make me feel, physically and mentally- and actually working to eat things that fuel a good mood.
It was just 5:55 on the clock, which is the angel number for “change.” Well, in two short days I get to marry the love of my life! I’m so grateful that we may it to our destination safely, and I also already had some family arrive as well! The rest of our friends and family arrive tomorrow, and then Wednesday is the big day!
We get to spend the next few days in our lovely suite with the ocean view! Although we may already miss our cats, it will be nice to be away from work and chores for a little while and just be able to focus on each other and all the love that surrounds us. 🤍
What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?
Tomorrow the priority is GETTING OUR MARRIAGE LICENSE!!! We are headed to the airport this morning to head down to Florida, so tomorrow we have our appointment for the license and we’re going to head to the beach where we will be saying our “I do’s” in just three days!!!!
In what ways does hard work make you feel fulfilled?
When I think of a hard day of work, I definitely feel satisfied at the end of the day if I feel like I accomplished the goals I wanted to. When I feel like I have been productive and have crossed a lot off my list, I feel fulfilled in the way that I actually followed through on my goal.
It’s a lot easier for me to be productive and goal oriented in a work environment- sometimes I wonder if it’s still feeding a part of my inner child that craves approval and praise. When it comes to my own personal life, if I have a day where I can cross a bunch of chores of the list, I definitely feel fulfilled. I feel like I have taken care of my home and I have rid myself of overwhelming piles of tasks, which is satisfying.
Since moving away from people-pleasing and perfectionism tendencies, I have since recognized that my worth is not defined by how accomplished I am in the workplace or how clean my home is. I am worthy as I am, and as I lean into self love/care, I have also realized how important rest is. Burnout isn’t fun for anyone, nor is it worth it to sacrifice your health and wellbeing all in the name of being productive. As much as I enjoy feeling fulfilled by a hard day’s work, I also enjoy resting and recharging, so that I can feel fulfilled even when I am not doing anything.
What’s the trait you value most about yourself?
Empathy.
Although it sometimes feels like a blessing and a curse, I have grown to love this part of me so much. I’ve been on medications when all of my emotions and sensitivities were taken away from me, and I absolutely hated it; I felt like a completely different person. Now that I’m more regulated and actively in therapy, I have learned better ways to use and embrace this gift.
List three jobs you’d consider pursuing if money didn’t matter.
Psychologist
Neuroscientist
Hygienist
Alright everyone- ya girl has been FEELING the effects of this eclipse, but I def feel like I got a sign from my angels today✨✨✨
quick story time: my fiancé and I are getting married one week from today in Florida. last week we had some emergency dental work that came up for him, and now this week a hurricane is heading to our destination wedding spot 😅 I’ve been trying to lean into faith over fear like Gabby Bernstein says, and I’ve just been taking to my angels and releasing as much as I can.
well today, I had shuffled my “QVEEN ONLY” playlist that is just all of Qveen Herby’s discography and the song “Wifey” came on, and then immediately after her song “Alright” came on- and I look up and the car in front of me has “4444” on their license plate 🥹
i’m like okay my angels 100% sent their sign to me that everything will be alright 🤍🤍🤍
Today I got my regular daily affirmation from Moon Omens sent to my email and decided I should post it here too:
“My mind knows no limits.
My spirit is infinite & eternal.
I no longer fear my future,
because I am creating it.
I welcome new adventures.”
Just releasing all behind my control and trusting in the plans of the universe.
finding light in the dark 