I keep seeing all of my signs and synchronicities, and in a way they bring me peace. It reminds me that I am being present and aware, even if I don’t feel 100% myself right now. It’s been a rough couple of days, I’m feeling depressed which I really haven’t felt in a while, but I know it’s due to a number of things such as eating terribly and it’s also that time of the month.

My boyfriend had a good point as well, I bet it has something to do with the fact that I spent my entire weekend with a bunch of friends and family. I usually need a day or two to recover from large group events, but I left my family on Sunday and was back to work on Monday, so I never really took time for me. I think after work today I am going to try to get outside on a walk, as I always feel better when I soak up some sun. I know I’ll get through this, it’s just one day at a time.