I had teletherapy with my doctor on Friday, and I always feel so great after speaking with her. One common thing that keeps coming up though is that the environment I work in is very toxic and triggering for me, and it might finally be time to look elsewhere. There’s only so much that a person can take, and only so much money that can make losing your sanity worth it.

I’m not ready to run away just yet, I will of course want another job lined up because my bills won’t just stop unfortunately. However, I am taking necessary steps such as updating my resume and being active on Indeed, my mom always said the best time to look for a job is when you already have one. Truthfully I will probably end up staying until the one assistant goes to hygiene school in August. The thought of losing all my staff in the matter of a few months again and having to re-hire over and over is too overwhelming, and I don’t want to deal with it.